I feel like the wind is gone from my body as i read your post. I feel like I wish that I were part of some mystical faith where people mourn each other's loss with ripped clothes and ashes on faces.

I've so enjoyed the cadence of your writing for a short while that i had forgotten that people have their voices, their ability to see the world, only at the horrible cost of being human.

i'm so sorry for all that you've gone through. are going through. i'm so glad that you're moving forward. a favorite student of mine who has decided to be honest with his life (at some cost) says like a mantra: "I'm dealing with my shit."

and that's not meaning that it feels good or even promising...but he knows that its sort of a true north...

and it feels to me like that's the direction you're trying to look, too.

praying for your peace~
Redbaerd | Homepage | 08.10.04 - 2:26 pm | #

You are a slef absorbed bone head.
Why didn't you do all of this "soul searching" before you locked yourself to another human. You've made a cliche of yourself
Xen Monk | 08.11.04 - 9:37 am | #