Watch your fuckin' language in here!
Good that you found a doc who doesn't want to start cutting first.
At some point you have to let loose, give up being stressed and try out that new heart you grew. That's a Hell of a lot better than growing something that they'd have to cut out.
Glad to hear you had the second opinion and that it was better news that the first.
As for taking it up the pooper... well, I guess one does what has to be done in situations like these. Thank the lord you'll be sedated. :o)
Prayers go out to you on the 24th!
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