you know i love it when you talk dirty to me
Sex you're such a smartie i dunno where to begin.
I've had sleep paralysis episodes as well. I know a girl who has them on a weekly basis. They're pretty freaky. I was rather surprised waking up to see a cartoon mug of Jesus staring me in the face, and hearing voices telling me that God exists. No joke. Second time I saw a cross I think. Then I started crying because I felt the presence of God. Freaky stuff.
And Sex, don't act like you're the one stalking me, I'm the one who just bought a brand new pair of binoculars. Meeting isn't necessary, but I do hope that it happens one day. I'm so glad that I "met" you, I don't see us ever just parting ways.
And what is this bio-feedback thing?
Excellent post sex.
I knew you liked Greg better than me.
Great post!!!
[quote]Cryptic, er, Danial and Stray[/quote]
I'm not in denial. 
I get those sleep paralysis thingy's all the time.
Recently my grandfather, who raised me as his son, appeared in my dream for the first time since he passed away last year.
He was smoking a hash pipe of all things (something he would never ever do, well, at least not in front of me). As vividly as you can imagine, he took a puff, and handed me the pipe. I could actually feel the smoke entering my lungs in the dream, and I then started coughing before waking up unable to move, lamenting the fact that I missed the chance to be stoned with him.
I have to admit, it was your choice of the name "sex" drew me to your blog, via Shan's. Still, it looks like there's a lot of good stuff here to take in, and I will definitely return.
I, too, often use lyrics to start my musings. I see it as a way to get the reader's mind focused on what I want to say, and also to prove that I'm not the only writer who felt that particular way.
Great blog.
What a great post. My grandmother and i have this connection thing going on. She lives hours away but we only talk every few months (long story) and we always know the other is going to call before they do and when something is wrong in eachothers lives.
i hope you are making out ok without PHF and am glad he's still there with you at the same time.
and now, just because I'm so rebellious anf rules mean nothing to me:
"I'm leaving on a jet plane, don't know when i'll be back again.."
BYE! Have a great weekend!
Jackie... you know I love you. You just haven't been around as much so I'm getting petulant and trying to draw your attention by ignoring you.
And lookie, it worked. Now post dammit and I'll say things in return that will make your toes curl.
Greg - biofeedback is when you change your heartrate,body temp or blood pressure by thought. You have to measure it for it to be actual biofeedback, but people just call it that. It takes visualization and it's a proven method.
Hey Jack. It snowed here, I'm cold. Care to cuddle?
I'm glad I read this post. I almost skipped it becausee of the poem!
I can change my heart rate. I do it a lot. I think there is a lot of mind over matter that people don't get because they don't know how to tap into it.
Ouijia boards are real. Light as a feather is real. And I used to hypnotise people until one person got possessed. (SERIOUSLY!! That is a different post.) I know J and I have a connection where there was no other way my life could have ended up except with him. We could have made different choices and the other person's life would have changed courses just so we ended up together.
My sister sees people standing over her when she wakes up quite often. She hates it.
Oh, that's just freaky and annoying. Damn ghosts.
Thanks for spelling Ouijia board. I knew I got that wrong.
Yeah, both PHF and I considered different colleges when we were younger - we both thought about AZ State. I'm pretty sure we would've ended up both in the same place eventually.
And sorry about the lyrics. It won't happen again.
I tried to explain some of this shit to Skinny Chick the other day. We were watching "Phenomenon" and he was moving that pencil and she says, "That's impossible." I tried to explain to her my views on human pontential and that we only use like 12-14% of our brain and imagine what we could do if we could even use 20 or 30%.
And I totally know what you are talking about with PHF coming to visit because people come to visit me all the time but it scares the shit out of me so I have to tell them to please leave before they give me a heart attack.
Sorry about the long comment but I have a lot to say on this subject and Greg should full on come meet ya'll and me down in NO when ya'll come down, don't you think?
By the way all the hair on my arms is standing straight up.
No shit, I totally freaked myself out last night when I wrote this. But I don't know if Greg is all into the out-of-body travel though, since he doesn't "believe."
But for real, you wanna meet up for a drink? We are there the 12th - 15th. We could meet for one drink one night and we can always make up "plans" so we don't have to hang all night if we don't like each other. If you don't want to, that's totally cool, too. I'm traveling with a posse this time.
PHF will kill me for suggesting this.
I was kidding about the poem. (Damn lack of being able to convey a joking manner.) Oh, and Boulder is set now. My hairdresser is riding up with me so that makes me happy!!
Awesome, can't wait to meet up. We have &*&^%*(( snow right now, but I'm sure by then it will be beautiful. I'm wearing my sun amulet until it comes back.
Your hairdresser... Is she gonna do your hair for you on the way??
Well sooorry for being a "Skully", why don't yall just throw rocks and me and mock me, "damn you Greg, damn you and your reductionist requests for proof!".
We share plenty in common though Sex, i truly truly believe in the power of the mind. I believe in transcendental psychology and the power of meditation, astral projection, sleep paralysis, all that freaky yet natural shit.
oooh. sorry. well, what the hell, meet Luna and me in NO and we'll drink up and watch your face turn red and see if we can hypnotize you back to normal.
also, PHF may kill me for suggesting meeting Lunatic, but he also would have a ton of fun with it and I know what's best for you, dear!!
It's FUCKING DUMPING SNOW here. HUGE FUCKING FLAKES. APRIL SUCKS!!!!!!!!!
And it's cold, too, goddammit. sniff. somebody keep me warm, please?
Here's a heater.
See sex, that's me playing tough and hard to get. Didn't work? Damn okay, come here...
Watch me turn red while the rest of you maintain your beautiful complexions, sounds like a plan.
Throw one back for me in NO though sex, yeah?
Hey- if I drink Strawberry Smirnoff I break out into hives. No other food or drink does that to me. I would be red as a strawberry if I had that, and you wouldn't have to feel alone in your redness, Greg.
hey, I toast you every time I drink, Greg. Hell, I even talked about "my friend Greg with the sexy twenty year old abs" at Bunco tonight. No one there knew the "extent" of our relationship though.
Hey, Greg, did you notice how I totally laid one on Jack on his blog and he totally ignored me. I think our little Jack is playing hard to get.
WHat do you want me to say? I've been masturbating all day thinking about it...
Jus' checkin'. I hope you washed your hands before typing that.
But of course.
this is my favorite post that you have ever written. i hope the other posts don't feel bad for me saying that, but this was perfect. thanks. i've been thinking about all these things lately. it was nice to hear your, well written, thoughts.
Man from everyone's comments, this post sounds incredible...
And I can't read it on my computer because it's a crappy mac and it makes the font too small.
*sigh*
You want I should email it to you??
Hot damn that's good blogging. Nice exchange and I like the way Sex writes. Looking forward to more.
Really like this post.
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