Those enjoying the journey with me...
You are only human and you are a mother who loves her child..stop beating yourself up because you are worried about her surgery. Thank you for being *real*.
I echo the comment before mine. You are only human, a mother who is worried about her sweet girl. You wouldn't be a caring mama if you weren't feeling the way you are. It is more than understandable. I know it's hard. Please try to be good to yourself and know that you have every right to be feeling worried and anxious. Also know that I am keeping you in my prayers.
And thank you for being honest. I think these are the emotions we can all identify with as parents. It is great for me, and I imagine many of us, to hear moms be honest about the things that are hard.
Stay strong and allow yourself to feel however you feel. God can handle our worst feelings--our anger, our hurt, our anxiety, our fears. He doesn't need us to hide them. You are a wonderful mom.
Beautiful pictures, your girls look darling. What you are feeling is natural, but you do not fear as one who has no hope. You know there is one to lean on, to turn to, to depend on. I will pray for peace.
Blessings.
Lindsey, I will be praying for you and your family this week - it is not easy watching your child face surgery. You are feeling this so much because you are such a good mother. Praying that you will experience God's help and presence in amazing ways this week, Sister.
We were just watching the new Veggie Tale that the kids received for Easter....about Moses. The quote that kept coming up was: "You talk, I do the thing with the stick, and GOD DOES THE REST." Lindsey, you are worrying about a lot of stuff. Time to move over and let God take care of it.
With my prayers for many blessings!
Lindsey, I know I haven't had a chance to let you know earlier, but my family and I will keep Marcy and you in our prayers this week. I know it's hard sometimes to let go of those nervous feelings. We will pray that the Lord be the one guiding the doctors hands. Please keep us updated as you can, no rush. I was so happy to see Marcy standing without the hard cast on. They look beautiful in their matching dresses. Blessings, my friend.
I will be keeping sweet Marcy in my prayers this week as well. I'm so thankful that we have a hope and peace that passes all understanding because of our risen Lord. I can think of no more comforting a thought on this Resurrection Day.
I followed you to your blog from MIH! I can't agree with the others more- don't worry about being too "real"! Keep being "real" with God, too, He can handle it! Prayers for your dear Marcy!
Beautiful dresses you were totally blessed
My thoughts and prayers are with you
Not sure how far back you read comments. We lost our internet because of guys working on the lawn so I got to the post about Marcy's surgery late. Here's what I wrote there:
As a mother who has had to watch many difficult medical procedures done on my son, I know the anguish you are feeling. I'm praying that you constantly feel the loving arms of the Lord about you.
At this time of year especially, I think about what Mary had to watch. It's hard to imagine being able to survive that. So I tell myself, if Mary could do that, I can do this whenever the hard things happen. (It never makes it EASY, though. And there are still times I worry and fear can take my breath away.)
Praying for your whole family.
I had a long talk with another mom when our kids were in the hospital at the same time. She mentioned how some of her friends (who had never been through anything remotely like what she's dealing with) kept telling her to "be strong" and "have faith" like that immediately makes everything all better. It's definitely not that simple sometimes. Five years ago we were told by doctors that our son may not live out the year. God continuously shows us that His grace IS sufficient. We know that every day is a precious gift from Him. And He's always there, even when we do worry or sometimes have overwhelming fear. It is in those dark times when we draw closest to Him and He is burning off the dross.
Our son had a surgery that lasted hours and it was difficult, but I honestly felt the prayers of the saints who were praying all over the world. I would be honored to be among the number lifting you up on the day of the surgery.
I really appreciate your honesty in this post, too, Lindsey. All I can say is keep praying when you're feeling the most anxiety, know that you have lots of other moms on the other side of the screen who can relate, and who are praying for you and Marcy. Keep us posted! I'm praying for you!
May the resurrection life of Christ fill your family--especially Marcy and you--with health and strength this Easter Week!
Blessings--
Jeanne
I'm working on a post about mom's and worry. Thank you for posting this; God is using it to reassure me as well. Thank-you for being so honest and transparent. I often have the same feelings (different situations of course) but you put them into words so elequantly and "enjoythejourney-like"!
Thank-you for being so honest and transparent! It touches my heart more right now then words can explain.
Well, I can certainly understand your being distracted. I've been, too, lately, and for far less serious reasons than yours. Praying for you and Marcy this week...
Still praying Lindsey, everything is in God's mighty hands - Jesus saves. You're just being a normal Mum so don't feel bad for worrying, just keep reminding yourself that Jesus is Lord over everything. HUGS
I would be more concerned if you were not a little worried, Lindsey. Don't be too hard on yourself. Love the girls dresses (and yours)! Dad always get shafted on Easter outfits around here, too. I am praying for Marcy this week. Blessings to you and yours.
I too was distracted yesterday, but for far more mundane reasons. Last night before I went to sleep, I was thankful that I can (and should) celebrate the resurrection every day. I didn't miss my only chance this year. Neither did you! I will be praying for Marcy and the rest of your family. Please keep us updated as you have time.
Lindsey, you certainly are not being petty or out of perspective. You are worried about your little chick. That's your job. I know that you trust in the Lord and have faith in His plan. Keep remembering that and just keep using your worry as a reminder to pray. I'm praying for you, too.
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