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john | 03.03.07 - 5:58 pm | #

I hope this brain switch can save my life. I am on the wedge of go into massive depression. Maybe I have already. But so far I have resisted to the doctor. I hate drugs. Although I am using some 5-htp and valerain root to help my mood and sleep.

I have a lot of anxiety and depression. I have no will to go on living. I want God to come and take my life because I know suicide is wrong. But sometimes, I thought about doing it myself just to speed things up.

Today I realize that maybe I can just switch my brain to another state and totally short circuit the helpless feeling.

I am so happy to have found your site.

God bless,
Jian

P.S. I will check in from time to time to let you know how I am doing
Jian | 06.07.07 - 2:38 pm | #