you know what? I've been unemployed for over a year, I have no money, I'm fucking miserable. Yet when I was working, I also had no money (see when you have money you spend it..) and I was fucking miserable. Not much difference eh? Apart that perhaps I was even more miserable at my job. I have decided to go for my dreams, and yeah it's scary Laura, so scary, but I just don't want to be miserable ANYMORE. Perhaps you should think about that, do you want Mediocre and Constant Dissapointment or do you want Content and Peace? I know I sound like I'm preaching, but I'm telling you now, for the first time in months I'm actually excited about the future. That's something a boring souless job can never do. 
I'm glad to hear you're looking forward to the future, babe. Good luck! I'm agreeing with you 100%... I KNOW you're right! I just need to find the courage to take the leap. Oh, and I need the new job before end of August, because I can't afford to be unemployed
- i don't think i'm eligible for the dole in any country at the moment -
else i'll have to stay with the company. (If they even want to keep me)
Hahaha, Korea has a pretty good version of the dole actually, you teach-- sort of -- and they pay you a fair whack of money. Well, except I wouldn't call what most foreigners do here "teaching".
Sometimes you gotta just trust your instincts... something in my depths was convinced that coming to Korea would be good for me despite my being very seriously depressed at the time I came. But now I know it was perhaps the best thing I could have done. Perhaps your instinct about Madrid is right... though if you have the same instinct for the next few places, maybe a time will come when you ought to reevaluate that.
Hey, i like teaching. Maybe I should come over to Korea, eh? 
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