i definitely understand how you feel! i'm scared out of my mind to graduate!
my little nugget of advice is just try to make the most of the time you have left though, and try not to weigh it down with worrying about the future. i know its hard, but you'll be glad you did.

ps - this is what i think of, when i think of leaving here in two weeks...i think it very accurately expresses where i am right now, and where you will be eventually (plus im sharing it because reminds me of you, heh)~~

This was just a moment in the woods.
Our moment,
Shimmering and lovely and sad.
Leave the moment, just be glad
For the moment that we had.
Every moment is of moment
When you're in the woods...
jen | 05.02.09 - 11:59 pm | #

i totally feel you on the wanting to be 8...you especially feel that when you move out eventually *gasp*
are you going to grad school or are u REALLY into real world after next yr?

im glad ur blogging again...strength in numbers!
adam | 05.21.09 - 11:54 pm | #

here's another delayed response: thank you jen! and congratulations on your graduation!

and adam- yes i'll be doing grad school, but only for a year and then it's really real world time... except i'll probably be living at home until my loans are paid off... so until i'm, like, 40
Ruthie! | Homepage | 06.28.09 - 2:13 am | #