If he is lieing so much then there is no way to really build any trust with him. I chat with people male and female but they always know I am not a free agent and not looking. There is nothing wrong with chatting, but there is if they are hiding it. Lies always start off little and seem trivial but in the end they always turn out much bigger. I wont tell you to leave this guy I am no one to give advise on relationships or men, I am a former lier and a cheater who was given a second chance. But he seems to use you as his own personal punching bag, not in the sense of a fist but in a much more painful way. A fist will hurt and cause a mark but it goes away, the wounds one can make with words never go away and hurt alot more.
I just think you are feeling like this because what you have at home is not what you need. When there is love there is trust, I have to live with my lies and I am reminded at times of what they almost cost me. If you cannt trust him then there is a real problem.
Sorry to ramble, its the first time i have been on any blog in a while....skool is killing me slowly...
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