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Reading a post about Sash lusting after black guys and wanting 2 take (or having taken) massive black cock in ur asshole and or pussy? PRICELESS! 
Funny, your post brings back memories that I have to leave a word.
I was once with a girl who was (superficially of course, in terms of some of the details you described her) like you. Intelligent, independent and the sex, the sex, the sex. Or love on a long leash, as she put it.
The short of it was it didn't work out for me; she wasn't ready and, probably, I wasn't the right one.
But it could for you. Meanwhile, as I believe you will, enjoy life while it lasts. 
Sorry Sash, I don't see what the problem is... I've been married for almost 5 years and my wife is still similar in a lot of ways to you. Most of what you describe sounds like it's just your personality, and that's not going to disappear no matter how fantastic your man is. Nor should it have to. If that's who you are, then the best advice anyone could give is to find someone who likes that side of you, because I doubt it's ever going to change completely...
If you ever wake up one morning and feel like you have to stop being you to fit into someone's idea of what a relationship should look like, take 2 well-built black men and if symptoms persist, seek further treatment
You don't quite get this love thing, do you? "One day the scales will fall from his eyes and my inner monster will be revealed in all its grubby glory." Love is when that happens and he still feels the same about you, inner monster and all. It can happen - I hope it does for you.
Two things:
1. Be who you are... as you have declared. It's the only way to live. A fish trying to live like a chicken is misery. But then, a fish discovering that she is actually a chicken is another story.
2. You mentioned the thrill of being flooded with ejaculate inside you, bottom end, not the top . There is biology behind that -- your body absorbs lots of hormones, stimulants, antibodies, pathogens, other biologicals and bio-energies from the man, which ends up cranking up your euphoric level and also strengthens your immune system.
Take care. And Don't Catch Anything.
... biologicals on my mind... just curious... are you still STD-free and any tips on staying free
I think you're way too hard on yourself. You're almost Catholic in the way you're guilt-tripping all over the place. *grin*
Enjoy the fact that you have a wonderful sense of humour, a delightful sensibility about life and a man whom you can share all that with.
Oh, and if you ever need an altar in Singapore to soothe that burning fetish of yours, I could pull a few strings...
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Any hope for you?
No. Absolutely none.
Dear Sash,
Please tell us more about bringing the beautiful women home. Lots more! =)
Thank you.
PB
Dear Sash,
Yes, yes, yes .... ad infinitum there is definitely still hope.
The unique combination of emotions, urges, needs, traits, skills, abilities, creativities that is you, is you forever. That does not mean unchanging. But what you are today is the fundament and starting point for where you will develop tomorrow. Accept this, and accept who you are. That is fundamental. Without that you cannot accept other people including "boyfwens". Relations are H-A-R-D. All of them, Some of the time. Some of them, all the time! It takes will, dedication, effort, respect, understanding, empathy and time to make them work. But first and foremost you must WANT the relation to succeed. Take this from someone who is still married to my highschool sweetheart 30 years after. What do you think that your partner loves? You! All of you! The whole you! All parts of you! The whole package, because otherwise it would not be you would it? With that accept comes accept of all the 10 points, not necessarily as problems or things to change but as challenges, opportunities and dimensions of your relationship.
As to why you are still writing (thank God you are!) that is simple, you are a writer, you write because you must. We the audience are irrelevant (with possible exception to satisfy #7), you would write whether we are there or not.
In short, cheer up girl, there is nothing wrong with you, have confidence and invest in your relationship while holding on to what is you. And give your partner room to do the same!
Warm Regards
it's not everyday that you get to live thru your fantasies of a fantastic sex live
some of us want to but in the end.
we chicken out
i envy you for being able to enjoy and saviour what your doing every step of the way...
you dont have regrets right?
I love you for who you are and not what you can become ...
If a guy is gonna love,
he'd better love everything about u
or nothing at all.
Have a nice day..
till your next update.
Hahahaha, you are one of the best read here in our island
Babe, if you know you're in love, I say take a chance. Give it all you have coz it may work out. If it doesn't then you'll have your heart broken but it would be well worth the experience.
We all have soft spots and like it or not, secretly we all want to be loved, and be happy with that particular someone who makes us feel secure, warm and tingly. Take a chance, otherwise you might never know.
Frankly speaking babe, if you don't wanna be in this relationship anymore, just end it, get the two black men with massive dongs, give them the time of their lives, make sure they give you the time of your life, blog it all out and give your loyal readers something to munch(wank) on. I want the old Sash back. You tell me how much it costs, and I'll do my best to take care of it.
When this blog goes dark I will miss visiting to discover your writing.
I must admit there were times I thought you couldn't possibly be a female. Then I would find your words describing feelings and desires I have. It was good to find an Asian girl writing about her sexuality. I'm a bi-asian women. I may be more attracted to females than males. But I do date men and have had long term boyfriends. Two far too long.
I worry that this email will result in a flock of dudes getting my email address, yet tonight the wish to write you is just too strong. I hope you are female.
To read about your initial turnoff when sharing yourself by performing cunnilingus recalls my ongoing struggle as female who is attracted to women and wants to be loved but didn't find the act of placing my mouth on a females opening with my lips and tongue easy.
I could never be as free and sharing as you are in your thoughts and actions. Maybe in my dream life. My desire is to live closer to my nature.
Recently I drifted away from checking to see if you had penned a new posting. The stories were far from my life. I've never been close to finding myself in a situation where group sex was likely to occur.
Then tonight I visit and find you writing about you taking the pill to allow a man to cum inside. God that's something I've recently wished to experience. Never have I felt a man releasing his sperm inside my body. Always there has been a prophylactic or the man withdrew before the release. It's an experience, a sensation I think about.
Please forgive my rambling, it's a late night hour on the east coast of the states.
I would have enjoyed reading of your adventures in New York, a city I know very well.
Maybe you should not post my words.
I wish you health and happiness.
be well,
eum
love it...everytime
you are back!.... i have such an update for you...glad to see you are back, this is like all the shows on channel 5 i wait for each week with bated breath... to find out which auntie is mad at her neighbor on sillyporeboringshow xyz.... miss you sash... keep rocking and keep writing.. for god sakes... i am so monogomous ... i need to vicariously live through someone...keep rockin
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Hey Sash
Where can I find those good looking, well built black guys...drop me a note on it !
XOXO
Sash dear,
So... how's it going?
There was this girl who brought me to her apartment, and one look at her room-mates walking around in different states of undress told me she and I were of different chemistry. After a couple of dates, she suddenly told me she was flying off to the states to marry her boyfriend there. When I asked why, she said she was tired of the dating game, the clock was ticking, and it was time to plant her roots. I wasn't ready to settle down (then), she sensed it, and decided on the alternative. There's a time for everything, I guess.
Yeah I'm with SC - where are the good looking well built, super hung black guys here in SIngapore.
Would luv 2 c BBC ploughing into my sexy malay partner - only I dun think she'd be interested.
One never knows though.
I'm so glad that you're back. A friend pointed me in your direction when I admitted to missing the glory days now that I am suburban housewife
I like to suspend my reality and saturate myself (ahem!) with your antics.
V.hapy that you're happy and ever hopeful that it will continue to be colourful, varied and shared!
Alley
Am new here and was reading all your interesting experiences. Where do you meet so many men??! Are you a member of adut friend finder or some similar website..?
Ah...haven't been here since that last post when u said goodbye. Glad it wasn't for good. Intriguing way u write. Unapologetic, Unabashed, starkly honest. Yeah, I'm one of the many who kinda lives vicariously through ur sexcapades...heheh. Though personally i neither have the energy nor the inclination to follow in the trailblazing wantonness. But I think it is very empowering to have a woman take charge of her sexuality and brandish it like a gun.
Keep writing Sash, I adore ur writing.
relationship sucks sometimes. getting tied down really feels like shit.
anyway, you will always be my s'pore idol!
welcome back to the smart side.
there are two kinds of people in this world.
one, who gives up the entire forest for one tree..
and there's us,
We just roll down the hill and fuck up all the vegetation.
Yep, relationships are hard - it's a devil of a job to compromise when you're used to running solo.
Still, don't see why you feel you should writing though (having said that, I used to write articles on a site which were rather risque, not what you would want your man to find...but my OH caught me!)
Enough of the suspense ALREADY... juz come back and start feeding us more good shit 2 read.. I can't fucking take it anymore..
shit - dun prematurely retire - juz do a 'comeback' job - I mean all the fucking tennis pro's do it! -
Come to New York!!
You notti gurl
*spank spank*
Nice blog. I think I'll frequent here
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So did ya go to New York Sash or what??
It's been a few months already - don't tell me it really IS curtain time?
feel free to visit:
http://bizarrejapan.blogspot.com/
for your dose of Sex, madness and pure fun!
please come back sash! i miss your posts, your words, your shenanigans. you will always be my singapore idol
Well, i've been at ur url for more than a few months and i never really wanted to leave a comment coz i felt it wasnt needed. U are just a total person of whom u are..
Today i want to and seriously its not due to any alcohol effects. Just be yourself.. dont fall in love with a guy and make him go bonkers afterall.. llife is short.. Just do it...
G9
Top 10 reasons why Sash is rubbish at updating Singleserves
10) She said she was going to stop blogging
9)Wet fingers make typing difficult
Not posting is sadism. She considers our agony a form of BDSM play
7)Chinese Government crackdown on erotic material
6)Complete loss of libido
5)Orgasm induced aphasia
4)Can't think with constant ringing of wedding bells in her ears
3)Sash? Sorry, she's tied up at the moment.
2)Words can't describe how good it's been.
1)Enough real life to keep her occupied 24/7
she's a liar?
So when are you coming to New York?
Sash,
Thanks for removing the trash. At least we know you're alive (and well?)
I've been reading, but never commenting. So here's one now.
Time is no Da Vinci. Life is so short. So live free, die well.
you will still get to find a good relationship somehow. perhaps it's just near, who knows. At times, u have to treasure. But for now, you are more ready for excitement instead. *winkz
You are awesome
hey sash, will you post on here occasionally? just to know you are ok?
sash?... let me guess... bf said no... no? hmmm, writing is like breathing to you... so, you're writing, but not here. a book maybe? you're writing a book, and in orbit, seclusion?
have a heart, help the poor dears here
hey ger, where's all those regular posts that i see every week. its been months my dear, dying to hear about your latest adventure. it gets boring during lesson with nothing nice to indulge myself. and yes, i'm still a student. lol :D
do keep those post coming. cheers
Does the fear of disease ever strike you? Just wondering...
I'm still checking in hopes that one day you'll be back
U stationed in Hong Kong ?
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hey sash, arent you writing again soon? it's been so long...
Yeah... so very long...
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