He is there. And one day soon your eyes will be open and you will see that he is sitting across from you with a small smile on His lovely face, with a hand outstretched to wipe away your tears.
I know because I have been there too. He was not lost I was.
Praying for you.
Chad,
I feel I've lost God. Well, not lost. I'm just in a fog right now. I don't know which way is up, down, left, or to the left of left.
Tuesday night, Eric and I went to Andrew's going away party on his last night in Waco. Needless to say, we all had a few-5 or 7 drinks and got pretty emotional. We missed you there.
You two changed my life when you had the balls to beat me half to death with my own words and actions. I don't know if there's ever been a more important conversation affecting who I was to become ever in my life before or since.
I may not always have a bead on God, but he knows exactly where we are. And that's the best thing about him, friend. We drop behind, lost pace and give up. He doesn't. He wouldn't. Seek and you'll find.
Chad,
I know the feeling. I feel the same way. I don't do the quiet time well either. I am doing better when I am in a Bible study group. It's hard for me to stay on course alone. And that's normal. I think it's very important to be in a community. You know this already. I know you are an inspiration to me. God will not let go of you. I remember I wrote a poem. I think I read it to you. I called it lost friend. God is like a friend you haven't spoken to that wants to talk again. Just tell Him how you feel. Heck tell him you're ticked off if you are. You'll be alright man. I miss you.
Steve
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