You're not alone. I felt this way while I was in Japan and I know my sister is feeling this way at her ministry internship right now.
Take courage, your Heavenly Father won't lead you wrong.
There is much wisdom in the way you are seeking and following. It is difficult to remain and bloom where we are planted when we are discouraged and desiring something different.
Mikaela and I were talking last night and she is in a troubled time right now, as well. Not sure of the why's behind your desire to move back, but maybe you and she can do some chatting and find some things to help each other out of your individual funk.
Sometimes a fresh perspective helps us open our eyes to the good of where we are, OR ways to open new doors to people and things that will make our circumstances better and brighter.
Yes, God knows best. Regardless of how hard for you it would be to stay, it would be harder for you if you tried to go against His will.
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